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It's doesn't matter
Is It really doesn't matter????
i don't know

how?

which should i choose?
i really can't think about
who can help me?
i really need help....

到底上天是在亏待我
每次都要我做这种二选其一的决定
还是在优待我
让我有做决定做选择的能力？

现在的我
宁愿不要接受这份礼物
到底是否会有奇迹出现？
那又会在几时？
我很累
不知怎么是好
你说呢？
咋办哪？

想起来
眼角已泛起泪光......