activities

arh...nowadays, dunno how and why..
i absent for my activities!
oh! what's wrong with me??
i absent because of nothing..
remembered that i had absent before,
form 1 and form 2
but, that time i absent because i need go for holiday,
form1 2 days, form2 3-4 days
all was during year end
but now,
its just june and i had absent for two days and left earlier for 1 day
oh, its so strange for me!

today, as usual i should have my activity at school,
6.45 until 10pm
but when i was informed that the time changed to 545 until 10pm
i decided not to attend
and i really didn't attend it
when the time reached, i felt regret about my decision,
but i can still act as nothing going on.
and tomorrow, still have a day of activity,
12-6pm
and i had too decided not to attend it as i have tuition.
it might be nothing for some people,
but, for me, this is the first time i did so...

oh...
is it right as what wan yee told me?
am i 处于退烧的情况？？
i don't know to,
and i don't hope it will happen,
so i'll make sure i attend all the activities since the school reopen,
can i ?
ya, i don't know...