2009

2009,
是呀，是2009
已经来到了尾声，
迎接，等待的是2010的到来
就快了，就快了。

自上一次更新至现在一直没有新的消息。
假期一直都有活动，
一直都有回忆，
只是，一直都懒惰更新

好，假期刚开始，
就参加了槟城大桥跑。
这可是第一次，
成绩算不错了，
只是很气，
仅差几分钟就可得到奖牌了。。
过了就算了。。

之后便是云顶21世纪艺术节
华乐团派出十支队伍，
很荣幸的获得了9面金牌，
其中有3面荣誉金牌奖
1面银牌
虽然有点瑕疵，
但是我们却得了更大的荣誉，
全场总冠军
算是可喜可贺
不知大家还记得？
校方给了我们每人rm20
还赞助了团庆的自助餐，
是我们的努力，
得到的成果。

与几名朋友到kampung baru一日游
去那儿打羽球，
假期开始后就没再打过了，
有点生疏，
感谢勤慧的妈妈，
为我们准备了水果和糕点^^
傍晚到草场去玩飞碟。
第一次，是个经验

独奏赛，
这一次没比去年来的紧张，
但是水准还没提深，
依然进不到复赛，
来年一定要更努力才行

团庆，康乐
第一次参加团庆，
情况，好冷
最后一次与F5相处了
他们终于正正式式的毕业了，
离开了我们
感谢婉怡的书和礼物
还有一直以来的金玉良言。
下午的康乐，
玩得瞒尽兴的
由于是临时多加一组，
而我就到那组，
带着中二和中一的
第一次我发觉中一也有健谈的团员
虽然初次相处，
但也能融洽的在一起
不错嘛~

明天，(17/12)
又要开会了
工作上没什么进展，
不知其他筹委如何。
下星期就开始集训了
好期待
这一个漫长的假期，
就在既忙碌又空闲的情况下即将结束。。

近日

哈哈，终于有一点点的心情来更新了

下星期五，是我们中三生涯最后一天了
一眨眼，中三的日子就这么过了
过得好快好快
朋友说是因为我们过得充实，
所以觉得好快
是吗？
我选择相信。

这几天，我活动奔波
每天尽管没有激烈的运动，
只要一会儿工夫，就会感觉到想睡
开始感觉到真正的累
只朝同一个目标，
比赛
同一时间，也在为音乐会忙碌
今天召开了第二次筹委会议，
依然什么也无法决定。
是提早了开工，
但也好像没什么用处。。

今天是中五的毕业典礼，
是他们的last day
原本是要去看看的
但为了会议，放弃了当时的决定
结果赶在会议结束后上礼堂
正巧，当我抵达礼堂，
正到了尾声，
播放了“祝福”
音乐刚刚响起，
心，就往下滑
看到一班的seniors
感觉。。
很难受。。
离别即在眼前。。
唱完校歌，
个个早已哭红了眼，
口头上说“终于毕业了”
心底是万分难受？

一听到婉怡说“take care”
心直接滑到谷底
原本依然坚强的把泪水往心里收，
没想到把我弄哭的竟是真洁
一句话，就让我无保留地哭了出来。。
看着她们哭着，说着
真是让我莫名的感动
感谢你们一直以来的支持，看好
我们必定会努力，做出成绩
但愿我们的成就可让你们得偿所愿

中五，就这么结束了中学生涯
遥望着那又远又近的中五
何时何日，
我也一样唱着最后一次的校歌
拥抱着朋友？

莫挥手，莫回头，一切尽在不言中

累？卷？

PMR后，天天浑浑噩噩过日子，
偶尔打打球，
偶尔闲聊，
偶尔逛逛，
突然好怀念PMR前夕那紧张，
努力的日子。
过了，
再也回不到。
刚开始期待的自由，
不没有想象中的好过。
一天24小时，
过得好慢好慢。

今天，
第一次参与音乐会筹委工作，
第一次参与会议。
虽然会议前已预知道会发生的事情，
但是终还有些措手不及。
纠纷，
意见，
分歧，
混乱，
的场面依然出现。
少了激烈吵闹。
是好的现象吧。
但下一次呢？
下一次又如何？
开始，
是累了，
卷了吧？
当初的兴奋已渐渐离我远去。
但是，依然要走下去
之前的人，
看他们做得容易，
其实背后有多少放弃的念头，
我们都不知道。
到头来，大家都走过了
也希望我可以走过，
走得顺畅。
可以吗？
祈求吧

借此也希望各筹委可以携手一起走过

结束的开始

每一件事，理所当然，
有一个结束，
在结束之前，总有一个开始。
结束后的开始，开始后的结束。
其实道理的所在，
两者皆一样。

中三的到来，意味着PMR的到来
PMR的开始，意味着PMR的结束
PMR的结束，意味着活动重新开始
一个结束，一个开始；
一个开始，一个结束。

中三这一年，眨眼间已逐渐来到尾声。
活动重新开始，不是那种玩玩，开开玩笑的
而是严肃，认真的。
为的就是即将到来的国际赛。
阔别一年，这一个11月，我们又将步入那熟悉又陌生的云顶。
参与华乐合奏赛。
同样的我也荣幸地获得机会踏上那舞台
那有点陌生，又有点熟悉的舞台。

随即，又要为明年的音乐会忙碌。
从中二的工作人员，
到中三的工委及演奏员
到现在的筹委
一切就如昨日才发生。
多多少少的回忆，再次涌现
为成功举办音乐会，
不惜牺牲多少
多少的牺牲，
到最后，听到那如雷的掌声，
一切的一切已不再重要。
同样的这一年也抱着让音乐会举办的成功的念头，
开始了既忙碌又不忙碌的生活。
一切也不过是在学习。
学习成长，
学习人性，
学习友情，
学习领导，
学习承受，
学习放下，
学习珍惜。。。

-预祝2010年度华乐音乐会成功-

holidays

yes, holidays almost going to the end

exam coming==

did not prepare well this time@@

but at least i finished reading all those stuffs^^

need to burn the midnight oil eveyday...

ok, 30/8 eve of merdeka,

went penang,

having holiday there yeah!!

at first i tought the hotel will be near the seaside side,

but unfortunately it is on the other side,

no seaside==

actually it is the same hotel,

holiday inn..

just new and old buildings..

don't know when i went there before,

that time we stayed at the seaside side,

old building,

now at the new building..

although no seaside, but the hotel is nice..

my room^^

the rooms are big enough xD

my family were the first to reach there,

then we checked in and curi curi go my father's friends room

only viewing xD

then they reached and when for teatime

(for me called teatime cause i had my lunch before going penang,

but for them, i don't know..)

quite nice,

but the road there really make me headache..

bagai ular kena palu@@

turn here and there for a long long distance...

then went swimming lorr =D

that time was 4 something,

a bit hot,

we swam until 6 something,

then bath and rest..

i stay at the side where there is no sunlight,

(i not solar cell, no need sunlight^^)

but still turned black==

cheh-gong@@

then walked to have dinner

no appetites,
just ate laksa,

quite nice what..

then we went for a walk along the roadside,

there were stalls like pasar malam..

walked and walked then only noticed it's about 10..

then back to hotel,

i was so good, started to study

geografi==

then they wanted to have some supper,

we followed^^

went the stall beside the hotel..

talked and eat there,

+ studying.....

after that father's friends gathered in our room,

watching football,

i was on my bed, studying...

11.57pm

everyne went back to own rooms..

and me too, light off and sleep^^

but cant sleep well the whole night..

today, 31/8 merdeka !!

wake up at 10 something,

then bath,

then got sick==

coughing and sneezing==

and headache

ahini?

bird flu?

swine flu?

what the man...

okay, then back..

later somemore have tuition==

so tomorrow will have examsss

sien==

trial exam

it's exam again,
a more important exam,
pmr trial exam..

well, two days of the exam had passed,
now will be holidays,
and the exam will be continue after the holidays,
can't enjoy the holidays much..
and the holidays will be sure,
full of studies and revisions..
to make sure i got good results,
no other choice..

but i will go to penang on sunday and monday,
having a holiday there with family and dad's friends.
i think it will quite interesting,
but need to bring books there...
to study...
such boring...

for the passed few papers,
it was quite okay,
but i was so careless that i had did lots of mistakes for my maths..
a bit disappointed about it..
science,
finally i finished study before the exam^^
and i answered quite well,
hope so =p
and the three essays,
i think will be quite well done,
but my bc essays..
i don't know how to describe it,
i am so scared about it..
so, need wowk harder for my paper1
to make sure no B obtained..
will it?
well, i will try^^

last moment with u

12/8
went out with c/kei, s/ann, t/yin, j/han, s/jane
the last time i spent with chankei,
she is now in hongkong, further her study..

we went sunway, and had lots of fun there..
and, lots of memories..
really fun, although it was just a short time..
and the last day u went to school,
the last day, tears, here and there..
the next day, no more ur voice,
no more ur face..
and the last i saw u,
was when u going down the bus,
it was the last, no more...

actually i did not have much memories with u,
but the times we spent together were memorable..
always missing u..

无聊

无聊，
上来写写。。

人生自古谁无死，
有谁大便不用纸。
若君大便不用纸，
除非君是用手指。

天上下雪不下雨，
雪到地来变成雨。
雪变雨来多麻烦，
为何当初不下雨？

XX吃饭不吃屎，
饭到肚来变成屎。
饭变屎来多麻烦，
为何当初不吃屎？

黑人在沙漠临死时，恳求上帝满足他三个愿望：
1.皮肤变得雪白
2.天天有水喝
3.常看女人的屁股
结果死后，来世如常所愿，
变成......
马桶
（一点变态）

i know,
very stupid.
but very interesting
make people laugh, so it will be good
be happy ^^

trial exam

it had been a long time i didn't update my blog,
well, actually i had just updated few days ago,
but what i mean is that i had not update my blog with english.
so, now here am i.

it was weekend- again
nothing much happened.
but, such a bored weekend.

yesterday was my school's canteen day
actually i decided to go to school,
but at last i didn't.
i made decision to study at home
although if i went there i will also study at there.
i think i made a wrong decision.
as i did not study AT ALL...
was spending my time sleeping and reading story books.
love to read story books, can't stand of it.
so, just studied 2 chapters for my geografi,
and nothing more.
but my plan was to study finish my form 1 and 3 geografi
and form 3 sejarah
but i didn't make it.
as such, i love schooling more than holidays
because at least i can study a few at school.
and the problem is,
the trial exam is approaching.
i am so scared that i will not finished my study,
but no action at all...
on the other hand, i was enjoying...

the approaching of the exam recall me that ck is going to leave,
it will be the second day of our exam.
how will it be?
freaking sad?
miss a lot?
i think both..
so, we are hanging out next wednesday,
hope to enjoy the last moment together..

trial exam approaching,
PMR reaching....
left 58 days to go..
what a short distance to go....

静

一切都是那么平静，

一切都是那么清静。

静是一种美，

静是一种享受，
静并不是孤寂。

我喜欢静，却也喜欢热闹。

我喜欢热闹，却讨厌吵闹。

我享受早晨，那静静的时光。

我享受一个人的时候，

虽然在他人眼中是多么孤单，

但是在我心中却是那么静。

我喜欢。

雨，一滴一滴的滴在屋檐上，

奏成多么美妙的声音，

那是多么平静的乐曲，

那是多么让人喜爱的清静。
虽然凄凉，但是却是无比的平静。

我喜欢。

轻音乐，

轻轻的演奏。

好静好静。

虽然很静，却让人的心情感到无比舒服。

它缓和我的心情，

也让我的心情就如一片湖，

没有海啸般的热烈，

只有微微波动的涟漪。
多静，

我喜欢。

我不喜欢吵闹，

可是有时我也会很吵。

我不喜欢百货公司的吵闹，

却喜欢与朋友到那儿逛逛。

却也喜欢百货公司里的书局。

书局里三三两两的人，

静静的阅读，

虽然孤寂，

却也很静，

我喜欢。

有时候一个人静静地做自己的东西，

虽然有些孤单，

却可以享受静静的时刻，

多么舒服，

我喜欢。

我们不能左右天气，

但却能控制自己的情绪。

我们不能控制别人的吵闹，

却能控制自己的情绪。

不让情绪受影响。

但是我好像每次都因他人的吵闹，

而感到不舒服。

是时候改变了。

我不喜欢吵闹，

但是跟一些朋友在一起的时候，

却也很吵。
是时候改变了。

要吗？

我不能左右别人吵闹，

也不能完全禁止我吵闹。

我很容易就会很兴奋，

那时候就会很吵。

特别是跟某些朋友的时候，

所以？

很矛盾。。。

但是我还是比较喜欢静，

特别跟你在一起的时候。

一线之差

快乐与不快乐，只不过一线之差
爱与不爱，也不过一线之差
生与死，同样的也是一线之差

翻开报章，常见到有不少讣告，
每一天每一分甚至每一秒，
都有人离开人世。
有些死于非命，
有些招人所害，
有些甚至是自寻短见，
只是让我鄙视的。
人生短短几十年，却因为一些小事故就选择离开。
这是多么不值得。。
活着其实就是精彩。
自寻短见，只让人看到一个人的懦弱，
只让身边的人伤心。
自寻短见，只为自己再要离开的那几分，那几秒，
感到痛苦。
珍惜，往往就是最佳的办法。

前几个星期，
不幸中传来一个噩耗，
我的小学同学的父亲过世了
之前，他们一家都是很快乐的相处在一块儿
就在一个晚上，一切就成了过去，
不再拥有。。

这更让我感到人生的无常，
生命的可贵。
能来到这世上，就是幸运的。
也许我们不能让我们的生命过得很棒很棒
但是我们可以让我们的生命发光，
不只照耀到自己，
还照耀到他人。
让我们的一生无憾。
的确，只有珍惜当下，
才能留下回忆，
让我们回味。

切记，活着就是精彩，
及时行乐。

nothing

ya, it is nothing
n-o-t-h-i-n-g
=D

well, long time didn't update my blog,
so, here come I.
second monthly test is just over,
and got all papers back.
so sad about the results obtained.
the one i read the most, sejarah, got very low marks..
science, bm too.
kh a bit low, but still okay.
others i think no problem for me to sit for PMR
sure?
no, not sure..

well, just let it passed.
exam over and again..
things passed and do happen again.
the trial exam is approaching.
left 20 days to go,
can i obtained better results?
at least all A..
don't know..nevermind..

by the way,
having fun with my class,
always talk nonsense..
that's good for mental,
to prevent become a dull person xD

yesterday was the last activity before our PMR,
so sad,
it will be boring with no activities in my life..
but i did a brilliant thing xD
i brought my erhu back,
then i can practise it whenever i like
so it won't be that boring at all^^

influenza A(H1N1)
[something in my tought which is
1 hydrogen combines with 1 nitrogen chemically]
is getting worse and worst..
it spread so fast and non-stop.
it makes me so suffer, so scard that 1 day i will got it
so, as the bc taecher told us,
sleep by 10.30pm,
eat nutritious food,
drink more water.
can it really prevent?
ya, i know,
it is always better than doing nothing.
so just follow it
prevent is always better than cure^^
i don't want quarantine==

today, did stupid thing in school,
we wear mask to prevent the spread of bacteria.
actually it was not stupid at all,
it helps.
it was good, right?
haha..

okay i think nothing to write already,
so,
countdown for BELOVED PMR,
67 days more to go..

by the way, bought this,

i felt happy about it,

pendrive, 4GB with RM29

11/7/09

ya, today's 11/7/09

exam is nearer, but we were still insist on going out

to have fun ^^
actually is to celebrate dearest chan kei's 15 b'day.

and, after some time, we decided to go to TAO for the celebration

it's quite expensive,

but it was really memorable and fun

as for a long time we did not go out together.

but just left jane who was now overseas.

well, 11.45am,

we went there by chan kei's car,

full of exciment.

reach there about 1200pm

then started our lunch,

keep on ordering and capturing photos.

so bad, many photos were at the others' place, not mine.
i just captured photos of food.

ya, it's so delicious.

this was the 3rd time i went there.

we ate non-stop, talk non-stop,and captured photos, non-stop.

su ann was bullied by 1 of the waiters, sunny.

he was such adorable...

=)

well, we ordered 10++ plates of scallop...

and i had calculated, we ate for almost RM500++

a large number

but actually were buffet style, so all over was just Rm280++

one's will be RM57.50

ok here's the photos, i edited and became 1 only =)

weekend

ok, here i come again.
yesterday, 4/7
as usual, went to school for activity in the morning,
it was AGM..
F5 are leaving..
well, nothing much about that.
at night, went kulim with my parents.
had dinner with my father's friends.
taht time was quite late..
saw miss chu yi there.
the food was quite nice
and the most important,
it was not too expensive,
so quite okay to had dinner there ^^
then, still not going back home,
went for CRC (吉南华人体育会)
went there for karaoke
sang many songs there..
and and drank wine and beer!
long time i don't drink already..
this time i drak more than the other time.
1 cup of beer and 2 cups of red wine.
nice ^^
but so good that i didn't drunk.
about 11 something, we bid goodbye and went home
reach home was about 12 already.
then i was so tired and straight went to bed..

today, 5/7
woke up early as we were going to penang to have lunch
at E&O, with my mother's side family.
celebrate the return of my cousin fran from taiwan.
so miss him^^
then, ate quite a lot..
i think my weight had increase..
nevermind as those food were delicious
i ate non-stop ==
enjoy it,
then they went home while my family and i went queensbay mall
for a walk.
i didn't buy anything,
cause i did not go to popular ==
long time didn't go there..

well, the class exam is approaching.
i still not start my revision YET..
so, how?
ya, start now...

回来

=今天想用华语=

好的，华乐，天天忙着活动
终于，全国赛于昨天下午结束了。
成绩，还蛮不错的，值得高兴
只是，还少一面金牌奖。。
大家都很努力很努力。。
只可惜。。。
算了。
茉莉花，金牌也
好棒好棒（当然还有其它队伍都好棒）
当点评时，真是很紧张，很担心
颁奖时，我们又是第一队，司仪还在那儿搞气氛。
那时候的心情真是很怕。。
当一说金牌时，真是什么辛苦都忘了。
只是沉醉于当时的气氛，
我们都大大声地喊了出来，
泪也随之流了出来。。
的确好开心。。
前几分钟，我们还在等候室等候，
前几分钟，我们还在舞台上享受音乐，
前几分钟，我们还在舞台上笑着落力地演出。。
如今，也成了历史，
再也退不了。。
只留下深深的回忆在我们的心中。。
永不磨灭。。
看着我们二胡组织间的感情一天比一天好，
一天比一天的亲密，
真是深深地感动，
希望我们都能维持下去。
之后还有多少个舞台要我们一同登上，
之后还有多少个日子要我们携手走过。。
虽然不会很长，但我相信我们都会珍惜。。
比赛的结束，反映着常年大会的到来。
去年从我们口中说出的话，
今年再次出现。。
一一的不舍。。
时间很快就溜走了，
星期六很快就要到来。
我们何时能在相聚呢？

=哇，突然发现这篇好短，不知还有什么想写了。。=

1st week to go..

yeah, first week of the second semester gone,

most teachers had distribute those papers,

left kh and sivik.

kh, the teacher absent, preparing for her wedding?

sivik, friday, but today our school is celebrating teacher's day,

so a holiday for all form 3.

can't get back the papers.

need wait until next friday, what a long time...

well, nevermind,

those distributed papers, the results,

i am not statisfy with it..

got so low marks, although i had study hard for it..

well forget about it,

will study harder the next time...

here, some photos to view,

this is what my teacher gave me,

don't know where she got it, but it is quite nice,

is a type of food actually ^^

and these, made by my sister,

nice ya?

ya, i think so.

she is talented in doing these things, but not in her study..

but i think is quite okay...

heard that weijie is going to move to nz next year,

it surprise me..

although i am not that good with him,

but, he's my friend too...

will miss him..

and chankei, going to move too...miss she...

so sad, why these things happened in the same time...

brand new day

yeah, here i come, again...
i think this is the first time that i update my blog so frequently..
ya, a new day, back to school today.
waiting for my papers, exam papers.

today, distributed two subjects only...
i though will be four.==
nevermind.
bm, i think i got the worst results(for paper 1) in my secondary life.
paper 1, i just scored a few marks.
and then, waiting for my paper 2,
hoping can get higher marks.
ya, it statisfied me...
the fist time i gt such a high marks for paper 2.
wow...

then, bc not very statisfied with it although the marks obtained is higher than my bm's.
well but still okay.
this time i think i got horrible results in all my paper 1,
except for bi and maths, i think so...
so, i had make a decision to study harder for my next exam,
percubaan, and mostly for my PMR.

tomorrow will be gotong-royong,
a bit hate it..
and i think will get about four subjects' result tomorrow.
hoping for it.

chan, it's over, take it easy,
you can write actually, and it is not too bad for your bc,
u still have enough time to improve.
we all sure will by your side, supporting you.

just now saw chankei's blog,
almost cried.
it happened too fast... and i am not well prepared to face it.
left only two months for us to be together........
you're always my best friends and
remembered our gang?
don't forget about it, i will too

end

everything has a starting and, an ending too.
some things end with unforgetable memories.
yeah, this holidays too, end with a memorable memories.

as all of us know, today, the last day of the mid-year school holidays,
i had enjoy my last day at jusco, bukit mertajam.
with my classmates, 3A2/09.
we, with 9 people (jeff, ck, chan, yan's boy, yan, jying, pying, ffei, and i)
met there at 12.30pm, in kfc.
at first we were just five people there, waiting those who were late.
talking there, and the officer looked so curious as we didn't order any food.
he looked at us, but we ignored him.
at last, they reached and we started our day.
first, we went to the cinema and bought tickets.
watched night at the museum II AGAIN..

well, forgot about it, and that time, we only left 45 minutes to have our lunch.
we decided for a long time on which are we going to have for our lunch.
at last, we went chicken rice shop for lunch.
the food served so slow, we need to eat fast to be in time for our movie.
yeah, we did it.
went to the cinema again, this time for our movie!
although just had lunch, they bought popcorn too.
wow, so good in eating!
after that, we enjoyed our movie,
me too, although it was the second time i watched it.

then, we lack of idea on going where.
finally, we went popular after we went toilet.
long time there.
then, went for mc's ice-cream.
chunyan treat us for the ice-cream, thx ya chipmunk. ^^
later, went to play ding ding
so noisy that place...
well, nevermind, because we enjoyed there.
ya, they enjoyed very much, on torturing those birds.
hey, that's my spesies!
how dare them!

you see?!arghh...

this guy, throw the balls at those pity birds, some more can laugh until so happy...

pity them...

okay, hate it... although that thing really nice to play with...

then, we changed our mind to had dinner there.

so, went MCdonald's.

had our dinner, and talk there.

then i was back, the 1st

okay, that's all for the first day we went out together, a part of 3A2/09

bid farewell for 09's mid-year holidays...

recently

ya, recently, i like to update my blog,
don't know why...

its what all people know,
school is reopen in two days time
wow, this holiday passed so fast,
and when the school reopen,
we are going to know our mid-year exam results
a bit scard of it.

just now visited su ann's blog,
her newest post remind me that i had to wash my school bag,
but i had forgotten thoroughly..
left two days, can it dry in time?
don't know ==

ya, today, absent for my activity again,
feeling so bad about it...
well, forget about it...

and, waiting this sunday to reach
what a happy moment,
i am going to jusco,
with my classmates
hoping of it...
although not all of the classmates will go,
but this is the first time we go out together.
besides the two times we went for lunch near the school.

waiting its approach....
lalalalalala
but, it reminds that the school is going to reopen.
but but but, ya hoping the school reopen too,
to see my beloved friends^^
and my beloved co room...

activities

arh...nowadays, dunno how and why..
i absent for my activities!
oh! what's wrong with me??
i absent because of nothing..
remembered that i had absent before,
form 1 and form 2
but, that time i absent because i need go for holiday,
form1 2 days, form2 3-4 days
all was during year end
but now,
its just june and i had absent for two days and left earlier for 1 day
oh, its so strange for me!

today, as usual i should have my activity at school,
6.45 until 10pm
but when i was informed that the time changed to 545 until 10pm
i decided not to attend
and i really didn't attend it
when the time reached, i felt regret about my decision,
but i can still act as nothing going on.
and tomorrow, still have a day of activity,
12-6pm
and i had too decided not to attend it as i have tuition.
it might be nothing for some people,
but, for me, this is the first time i did so...

oh...
is it right as what wan yee told me?
am i 处于退烧的情况？？
i don't know to,
and i don't hope it will happen,
so i'll make sure i attend all the activities since the school reopen,
can i ?
ya, i don't know...

holiday~

ya, its holiday again.
actually, wanted to update for a long time ler,
but when i think so, feelt so lazy to updatee.
ok, weekly update here.

exam, for a whole week before the holiday.
so busy with it, all my time is full with studied and revision.
nothing more.
and, finally the exam is over.
(however, another exam is approaching...)

but, nevermind, get some rest first.
so, now, holiday.

first day of the holiday, i had been to kuala gula,
with primary school (校友会)
ok, quite enjoy,
ate many seafood
quite fat now ==

then, tuesday, went out with my friends gang ^^
went sunway, so enjoy.
i was firstly said taht i wont go,
but actually having a plan to gave them a shock.
then ya, met them at sunway.
went 600cc to had lunch,
but i din took caused i had took my lunch with my family.
so, save money ^^
then, buy tickets for movie,
night at the musuem.
not bad.
then play ding ding,
used rm4 for the game,
+rm3 for the bumber car.
then watched our movie,
and i left earlier, caused just left my mum and sis at home.
so i went back home to teman them.

first week is going to be the end.
actually i had plan to study during this holidays,
but untill today i dont study any...
such a waste of time.

this two weeks holiday, full with activities.
first week's activities, three days, had finished.
waiting for the second week.

those three days activity,
the time clash with leadership camp.
they seem so enjoy,
having fun.
still have campfire.
(wanted to attend lar...)
thursday was their last day,
they have fun too,
their songs were so loud and we sang it during our activity.
the conductor seem to be angry with it...

and, friday, we got the cahnce to choose our new leader.
this remind me that f5 are leaving soon.
and about the concert DVD,
did'nt done anything for this week.
well just did two songs.
its quite a long time ler, i know.
but, please give us some time.
cause there are many things to be considered.

okay, and today, saturday,
wake up early although there is no activity.
went mengkuang with family and dad's friend
then having breakfast.
quite nice.
long time din go mengkuang and exercise ler
(eagerly wanted to play badminton==)

okay, that's all.
not more details about the activity done.....

音乐会

-this article will be mixed with chinese-
音乐会
一个简单熟悉的字眼
这一天，我就与这三个字更亲密的接触
这一年，很荣幸的当上了本校华乐音乐晚宴的工委。
先是有一股兴奋的感觉，
接着就是压力以及担心。
压力的事，面对着繁忙的课业，还要多加练习，
现在又必须兼顾音乐会的工作进展。
如今音乐会过了，回头看看，
的确，比起一个普通的人忙了许多，
很多时候必须牺牲练习，休息的时间进行音乐会的工作
可是，最终我们都做到了，
我们都把所有应该完成的工作完成。

最后也得到了鼓励的“掌声”
但是这并不只是属于我们，还有好多好多的人

县是我的其中一位朋友，
他，花了不少时间帮我，
从集训陪我熬夜，到帮忙寻找摄影师，
她都帮了不少。
还有，近音乐会的那几天，
我的乐谱竟搞失踪
真是的，我的一颗心就不停块数的跳跃
还好有一群的朋友，帮我寻找，
陪我寻找，
帮我静下心来，
甚至到每一班去帮我问。
最后终于找回来。
真的，我真得很感动。

从中，我再次领悟到朋友的可贵
从中，我也学习了不少
从中，我更懂得时间安排的重要
还有许许多多

一场音乐会
让我学习了不少，
付出的时间中总算没有白费。。。

3A2/09

-I am now starting to use some english in me blog for the purpose of improving my english level-
okay, first of all, is long time i don't write article here. So, i am here now, to update it.

this year, a whole new year, but something happened on me.
something between friends.
when it's happened i leanr a lot.
i learn about the imprtant of friends in our daily life.
ya, really, when i was down those times,
my friends are supporting me, believing me, taking care of me.
some told me their thought about the thing,
some made me happy and laugh,
some tried not to talk about the thing in front of me,
by the way, thanks to all my friends.
finally, it's end
and i looks nothing happened before.

3A2/09
a nice and friendly class
in 1 week time, we knew each other and can talk together without fear.
erhem, this class is good
but time passes slowly, it's already the fourth month i studied in this class,
and just left about seven months to go.
i think, all of us will not like to go to the end,
we want to be together,
it's just caused by a word--- nice, a nice class

---end---

唯一的听众

用父亲和妹妹的话来说，我在音乐方面简直是一个白痴。这是他们在经受了我数次的折磨之后下的结论。我拉出的小夜曲，在他们听起来，就像是锯桌腿的声音。我感到沮丧和灰心。我不敢在家里练琴。我终于发现了一个绝妙的去处，楼区后面的小山上，有一片年轻的林子，地上铺满了落叶。

一天早晨，我蹑手蹑脚地走出家门，心里充满了神圣感，仿佛要去干一件非常伟大的事情。林子里静极了。沙沙的脚步声，听起来像一曲悠悠的小令。我在一棵树下战壕，庄重的架起小提琴，像一个隆重的仪式，拉响了第一支曲子。尽管这里没有父亲和妹妹的评论，但我感到懊恼，因为我显然将那把锯子带到了林子里。我不由得诅咒自己：“我真是个白痴！”当我感觉到身后有人而转过身时，不禁吓了一跳。一位极瘦极瘦的老妇人静静地坐在一张木椅上，双眼平静的望着我。我的脸顿时烧起来，想这么难听的声音一定破坏了这林中和谐的美，一定破坏了这位老人正独享的幽静。我抱歉的冲老人笑了笑，准备溜走。老人叫住我：“是我打搅了你吗？小伙子。不过我每天早晨都在这里坐一会儿。”有一束阳关透过叶缝照在她的满头银丝上，“我猜想你一定拉得非常好，只可惜我的耳朵聋了。如果不介意我在场的话，请继续吧。”我指了指琴，摇了摇头，意思是说我拉不好。“也许我会用心去感受这音乐，我能做你的听众吗？就在每天早晨。“我被老人这诗一般的语言打动了；我羞愧起来，同时暗暗有了几分信心。嘿，毕竟有人夸我了，尽管她是一个可怜的聋子。以后，每天清晨，我都到小树林去练琴，面对我唯一的听众，一位耳聋的老人。她一直很平静的望着我。我停下来时，他总不忘说一句：“真不错。我的心已经感觉到了。谢谢你，小伙子。”我心里洋溢着一种从未有过的感觉。

不久后，当我在家里紧闭门窗房间里练琴，我发觉家人们态度的转变。若在以前，每每总会敲敲门，装出一幅可怜的样子，说：“求求你，绕了我吧！”而现在，她再也不敲门了。当我感觉到这一点时，一种力量在我身上潜滋暗长。我不再坐在木椅子上练琴，而是站着练。我站得狠直，两臂累得又酸又痛，汗水早已湿透了衬衣。同时每天清晨，我还要面对一位耳聋的老人尽心尽力的演奏；而我唯一的听众一定早早坐在木椅上等我了。有一次，她竟说我的琴声能给她带来快乐和幸福。

终于有一天，我的一曲《月光》奏鸣曲让专修音乐的妹妹大吃一惊。每每比问我的了哪位名师的指点，我告诉她：“是一位老太太，就住在十二号楼，非常瘦，满头白发，不过——她是一个聋子。”“聋子！？”妹妹先是一愣，随即惊叫起来，仿佛我的话是天方夜谭，“聋子？多么荒唐！她是音乐学院最有声望的教授，曾经是乐团的首席小提琴手！你竟说她是聋子！”

遗嘱

父亲的遗嘱上写着：“床底下的盒子，留给我的独生儿子，请他珍惜。”

午夜里接到乡下母亲拨来的电话，经过大约五分钟哽咽，号啕，声泪俱下，：她终于报出父亲的死讯。

我后来才弄清楚父亲是在入睡前翻阅了当天的报章，还指着一则华校筹款的新闻摇头叹息。他说明天要拿点钱去捐给那学校，说过以后就撑着拐杖到房里拿了一把剪刀，小心翼翼地把那一则新闻剪下。

母亲说，父亲的哮喘病是在他放下那把剪刀后骤然发作的。他服过医生的药后，便躺在厅里的安乐椅上休息，就这样，不能醒来了。

我从来没听父母提起那一份遗嘱，后来办完丧失后母亲提起市还真觉得愕然。

父亲还有什么留下来的呢？我想。大概就是乡下的一块地，一间木屋，还有已经花得七零八落的银行存款吧？父亲就爱到处捐钱，尤其是把钱捐给华校，几乎捐成怪僻了。爷爷留下来的一大片橡胶园就给他捐了出去，就连自己的退休金也要捐得精光。

父亲没珍惜过爷爷留给他的遗产，如今却要求而珍惜一个破盒子，不是有点可笑吗？想不到，父亲死后数天，我才真真感觉到丧父之痛。是因为那一份遗嘱吗？我想以前与父亲相处得挺融洽的，只是后来。。。后来我坚持要到英校升学，惹得父亲勃然大怒，僵持了两个月，最后我才以离家出走迫的父亲屈服。

此后，我们心存芥蒂，话题越来越少。是因为我开始看英文报而对华文报章上的方块字逐渐陌生吗？我对父亲的感觉也越来越陌生了。实在不明白父亲倾尽家财支持华校的举动，那会不会是父亲的一种抗议手段，要散尽家财来抗议儿子的不肖与悖逆？

那么，父亲留下来的盒子到底装了什么？不管怎样，我总该遵循父亲的遗言，好好保存着盒子。毕竟过去的一次悖逆已造成我们父子之间感情破裂，而今不过要保存一只盒子，我想我应该办得到。

我走到母亲的睡房门外敲了两下，母亲打开房门，我一眼便看见她手上拿着的木制盒子，刻了浮雕花饰，那么古老。“你是要这个吗？”母亲把盒子递过来。

我有点迟疑，终于还是接下来，便立即打开—吸引我目光的，当然不是哪一本银行存摺，而是那一叠贴了邮票却未寄出去的信件，上面写了我的姓名和地址。

“我叫他拨电话，他就是不依，写了信却不投进邮筒里。每次追问，他总是说你看不动。。。”母亲说着，逐渐泣不成声。

我把盒子抱在怀里，心头只觉得痛。

身为华人，为保护华文传统文化，是大家的责任。。
身为子女的我们，应懂得趁早孝顺父母，要知道：树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不待。

三个忠告

三個忠告

一對新婚夫婦生活貧困，一天，丈夫對妻子說：'親愛的，我要去很遠的地方工作, 直到我有條件給你一種舒適體面的生活才會回來。 我只求你一件事，我不在的時候要對我忠誠，我也會對你忠誠的。'

很多天之後，他被一個莊園錄用了。他要老闆答應他一個請求： '請允許我在這裡想幹多久就幹多久， 當我覺得應該離開時，您要放我走。我離開那天，您再把我賺的錢給我。

'雙方達成了協議。 年輕人在那裏整整工作了 20年，中間沒有休假。

一天，他對老闆說：'我要回家了。'

老闆說：'我會照協議辦事的。不過我有個建議， 要麼我給你錢，要麼我給你3條忠告，> > 你好好想想再給我答覆。'

他想了兩天，然後找到老闆，說：'我想要那3條忠告。

'老闆提醒他說：'如果給了你忠告 ，我就不會給你錢了。'

他還是說： '我想要忠告。'

老闆對他說：'第一:永遠不要走捷徑。 便捷而陌生的道路可能會要了你的命。第二:永遠不要對可能是壞事的事情好奇，否則也可能要了你的命。 第三:永遠不要在仇恨和痛苦的時候做決定，否則你以後一定會後悔。'

老闆接著說：'這裡有3個麵包，兩個給你路上吃， 另一個等你回家後和妻子一起吃吧。'

在遠離自己深愛的妻子和家鄉 20年之後，男人踏上了回家的路。一天后，他遇到了一個人， 那人說： '這條路太遠了，我認識一條捷徑， 幾天就能到。'

他高興極了，正準備走捷徑的時候， 想起了老闆的第一條忠告， 於是他回到了原來的路上。後來，他得知那人讓他走的所謂的捷徑 完全是一個圈套。

幾天之後，他走累了，發現路邊有家旅館，他打算住一夜，付過房錢之後，他躺下睡了。 睡夢中，他被一聲慘叫驚醒，他跳了起來，走到門口，想看看發生了什麼事, 剛剛打開門，他想起了第二條忠告，於是回到床上繼續睡覺。

起床後，喝完咖啡，店主問他是否聽到了叫聲， 他說聽到了店主說：'您不好奇嗎？'

他回答說不好奇。 店主說：'您是第一個活著從這裡出去的客人。 我的獨子有瘋病， 他昨晚大叫著引客人出來， 然後將他們殺死埋了。'

年輕人接著趕路，終於在一天的黃昏時分， 他遠遠地望見了自己的小屋，屋子的煙囪正冒著炊煙，還依稀可見妻子的身影，雖然天色昏暗， 但他仍然看清了妻子不是一個人，還有一個男子伏在她的膝頭，

她撫摸著他的頭髮。看到這—幕，他的內心充滿了仇恨和痛苦， 他想跑過去殺了他們，他深吸一口氣，快步走了過去，這時他想起了第三條忠告，於是停了下來。 天亮後，已恢復冷靜的他對自己說： '我不能殺死我的妻子，我要回到老闆那裏，求他收留我，在這之前，我想告訴我的妻子我始終忠於她。'

他走到家門口敲了敲門，妻子打開門，認出了他，撲到他懷裏，緊緊地抱住了他。 他想把妻子推開，但沒有做到。 他眼含淚水，對妻子說：'我對你是忠誠的，可你背叛了我……'

妻子吃驚地說：'什麼？我從未背叛過你，我等了你20年。'

他說：'那麼昨天下午你愛撫的那個男人是誰？'

妻子說：'那是我們的兒子。 你走時我剛懷孕，今年他已經20歲了。'

丈夫走進家門，擁抱了自己的兒子。在妻子忙做著晚飯的時候，他給兒子講述了自己的經歷。 接著，一家人坐下來一起吃麵包， 他把老闆送的麵包掰開， 發現裏面有一筆錢——— 那是他20年辛苦勞動賺來的工錢。

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